Yeah yeah i know i know!........
Dont remind me guys! i'm at my mom's place now and so no access to net (not exactly) ... its just that after a whole day in front of the comp i just dont feel like sitting in front of another one after i get back home, which is around 8 at night. i should be getting my laptop soon and let's hope (yeah right!) that i should be able to scribble down something or the other once in a while (whether or not i get to post it :D) hmmm!!!
Into the last phase of my pregnancy and i really dont wanna comment about it. all i can say is i'm at the peak of wild mood swings and emotional rollercoasters!!! i just dont stick to a phase and thats killing! i've almost forgotten what its like to be pleasant and smiling and u know... generally being nice! urgh i hate this!
interest in doing anything? - almost nil
wanting to do anything? yeah but refer to the previous point
anxiety? - tons n loads
calm mindset? - in the train when am returning home after work, prob'ly?
irritated? - hmm u dont wanna know!
actually, i'm all on the negative phase of pregnancy than being on the positive side and thats really bad! for a fact that pregnancy was supposed to be a 'pleasant' and 'wonderful' experience, i just dunno why things take the other way round in my case alone!!! f*#$ing s&*t!!! no seriously, can i have a break, pls??? marriage was a hurry-burry thing which left little time for me to bask in the glory and enjoy it thoroughly... and now this! i'm getting to hate it, i swear!!
things jus seem to keep on taking the same kinda twist... weird!
actually this post wasnt meant to be here but what the heck and who cares! Duh!
Between Light and Darkness
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